Living life in the carpool lane..

Another month, another failed attempt.

Nope, we aren’t pregnant yet.

This time, I’m not sad.  This time, I didn’t cry. 

I’m disappointed.  I’m not going to lie.  I really want this. 

I’m not trying to pressure myself.  I know God has other plans, maybe a baby this month isn’t the right timing.   I still have faith that we are going to be blessed with a baby when the timing is right.  We just have to keep trying. 

For now, I have another month to enjoy our small family.  I have another month to enjoy my weight and my body, finally being at “pre-prego with M” weight and body type.  I have another month to enjoy M.  I have another month of “normal.”

I hope that we get pregnant sooner than later.. but for now.. I will enjoy what I’ve been blessed with now.