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I have to admit, there’s a lot going on right now..

Work is just taking all my time away during the day.  Then home life is just as hectic.

On top of trying to keep from drowning in laundry, there’s a little person I have to make sure doesn’t bonk her head on any and every hard surface there is in our apartment.  On top of that, I have to make sure she eats.  On top of that, I have to make sure the Hubby eats.  On top of that, we’ve been doing a massive reorganization of the apartment.  On top of that, I’ve got a craft blog to keep up.  On top of that, I’ve got several projects for a friend’s wedding I need to finish.

Isn’t life great?!

I know when things get hectic like this, something has to give.  But what?

With all that’s going on, I feel like the blog is suffering.  The stories are few.  I’m just trying to keep my head above water. 

I told myself that when I started this blog I wouldn’t fill it with useless complaints.  I told myself I wouldn’t make this blog all “woe is me” and “my life sucks,” because I know very well that it doesn’t.  We just go through ups and downs.  We just occasionally find ourselves in a funk, but what’s so great about it is that it’s only temporary. 

Well, I’m definitely going through a funk right now.  I’m desperate for a career change.  I seriously can’t see myself doing this for the rest of my life anymore.  Maybe it’s the burn out, maybe it’s a real longing for change.  I don’t know.  All I know is, I’m not 100% happy with where my career is right now. 

But I’ll give it time.

It’s just a funk.

I’m working on pushing my way out of it.  Maybe that’s why I’ve been so desperate to get this apartment reorganization done.  Making change that will actually get accomplished will make me feel so productive.  I need to know I can make a change happen, even if its as simple as an apartment reorganization.

If you see the blog suffer a bit, let me know.  If you find that the posts are starting to become more pessimistic, let me know. 

If there is anything you ever wish to have me discuss, review, or try… let me know.

I promise to keep my complaining to a minimum..

I’m in a funk.  I told myself when I started this blog that I wouldn’t bombard it with “emo” blog posts..

But this is valid. 

I’m in a funk.  There’s no denying it. 

I feel very “blah.”  Not only emotionally, but physically. 

A lot of this “blah” stems from the fact that I feel physically stagnant..

It’s going to sound very superficial, but here’s the truth.

I don’t feel like I look good.  My hair is in desperate need of a cut and color.  My clothes need a massive overhaul and updating.  My shoes are more “comfort” than style.

I’ve been this way for as long as I can remember.  If I don’t feel like I look good, I will definitely start feeling yucky.

It’s an easy fix.  New  hair, new clothes, new shoes…

But seriously?   Who has time, or money, for that?!

Lucky for me, this feeling isn’t frequent.  It takes a long time for this feeling to accumulate to the point where I’m in “funksville.” 

Lucky for me, I have a Hubby that understands and will let me try to better myself when the mood hits..

Please tell me I’m not the only one that goes through this!!!

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