Two and half months..
Posted June 1, 2015on:
June is here.
Time is flying way too fast and it’s giving me anxiety.
In two and a half months, M starts preschool.
In my head, when a child starts school, that’s when time really starts flying. They start preschool and before we blink, she’s graduating from high school.
Seriously, M starting preschool is a HUGE deal for me. If you thought I was a worrying person before, I’m surely going to surpass what I was.
There is just a whole other set of things to worry about when your kid is out of your hands for hours at a time.
Now I know you’re thinking, “You were a working mom. How is this different?”
It’s extremely different.
- She’s not with family.
- She’s not with me.
- Someone else is responsible for her.
- Other kids.
- Other adults.
It’s just different and hard for me to wrap my head around the fact that she’s old enough for school.
I feel like I might be over thinking things. I might be over-worrying.
I always have a major fear of the unknown. I worry about all the worst-case scenarios until I work myself into an anxiety attack.
This is definitely one of those cases…
But it’s good to have this blog, this outlet, to pour all my fears and anxieties.
I want to be able to read back to this entry and tell myself, “See, that wasn’t so bad, was it?!”