Posted April 1, 2015on:
Last night, I felt it.
We were all in bed.
K was on my chest, sound asleep.
M was cuddling my arm trying to find that comfortable position that will finally send her to dreamland.
I was in a slightly seated position with my neck bent in a way that I would most likely regret the following morning.
That’s when I felt it. I felt like a mother. This very moment I described was “motherhood.”
Never in my life had I felt so comfortable being so physically uncomfortable.
The moment didn’t last very long. M decided that the other side of the bed was where she was most comfy before she fell asleep. I eventually put K down on the bed to lie down snuggled in my arms.
I wanted someone to take our picture so I could capture that moment forever. These girls are only this young for such a short time. I wanted to engrave this moment in my brain and hope I never forget it.
This is why I decided that I absolutely needed to continue blogging. I need an outlet to place these memories. I need this space to help me remember these precious points in time. I need this blog to be able to share with my girls what if felt like to be their mother. I need this blog to show them how much of an impact they made on my life.
Now, more than ever, I understand the significance of this blog.