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Archive for December 12th, 2012

This past weekend was my company’s holiday party at Pechanga Casino.

It was the second time Hubby and I had a night out without M.

We booked a hotel nearby so my parents can watch M close by while Hubby and I went to the party.

It was a night I was mentally ready for.  It was a night out to have fun and play around at the casino afterward…

M was totally ok when we had left for the night.  I think that had a lot to do with the fact that she had the iPad and was playing with one of her apps. 

I made sure she saw me leave so there weren’t any surprises for her when she finished playing with the iPad..

Hubby and I had a great time at the party.. and right when we left and started heading towards the casino, I received a phone call from my mom..

“M has been crying for an hour now…  you may want to think about coming back to her..”

In the background, I can hear her little cries.. they sounded so bad..

Mommy guilt washed over me instantly..

Of course we went back to the hotel room.

Her face was so red and puffy from all the crying.. She made me get her immediately.  I didn’t even have time to get out of my dress!  She was so sad and held me so close.

Poor baby.

Is it ever going to get easier (for me AND for her)?!?!

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