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Not what I expected..

Posted on: December 7, 2012

Last month, Hubby and I had a pregnancy scare.

I hate to use the term “pregnancy scare” because it makes me feel like it would be such a bad thing to be pregnant.

To be honest, with so many friends and family pregnant or popping out babies, the thought of a new little baby in our family has crossed my mind evert so often. Yes, I had a little but of a baby itch…

However, it was just thought. When faced with the reality that we might be pregnant, I was absolutely terrified.

I didn’t really how NOT ready I was for another little baby.

M barely turned 15 months old. If I were to be pregnant, she would barely have turned two, or maybe even still just a year old. She is still very clingy and I would hate to bring a new baby into her world without her fully old enough to understand what that would mean to her.

I worried about daycare when I would return to work. As of now, my inlaws watch her. Would the be willing to take on two kids? Could they handle two when they both start running around?

I just felt that having another one was just too early for us. Other families have kids so close in age all the time, but I just didn’t feel that was the right fit for our family.

Obviously, if I were pregnant, I’d embrace this child wholeheartedly into our lives. Knowing it was God’s will to have another child so soon, I would accept it all.

But I’m glad that it was just a false alarm and we can remain our little family of just the three of us.

I know that we will know when the time is right for our family to add more…


2 Responses to "Not what I expected.."

It’s like we are going through the same things! No scares yet! Origionally we planned to be pregnant again by now. But as the time drew near, i was like heck no. For all the same reason. Leave it in God’s be. What will be will be.Good luck!

Glad to know I’m not the only one feeling that way!!

Welcome to the blogosphere!!! It’s fun in here!

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